@Edlus Even if things don't go smoothly, it won't be the end of the world. Teachers and colleagues will all be there to help you should you need them. But that's if you need them. New steps are always scary, but you can do this. You're better than you think you are.
Peti
A lot of people feel afraid when entering a new stage of their life, so don't think you're weird for that or alone on that. Have some faith in yourself, you made it this far in your life after all. This will just be business like usual at the end of the day, just under a new name. It'll be scary at first, but you'll adapt. You got this, believe in yourself
Edlus
Maybe it is just the new step that's making me afraid I dunno, I just feel that now its for real like I won't have the no consequences net from school to fall back to