guys, im gonna be needing some money on the near future so im opening comms, if you or your friends need some dope artwork, JUST DM ME and ill give you my prices :]
I just like drawing, man
Age 22, Male
Joined on 2/21/19
Posted by Edlus - August 10th, 2021
I'm going into college and I'm not happy, I know I should be but I'm not, I'm scared man, scared of everything, scared of not being able to get an internship, scared of not being good enough at art, of never being able to do what I want, I'm terrified. it's like everything is going in slow motion, time takes forever to pass and when it does I shiver, I'm just petrified by the future I want to do and be good, to officially become an adult but I'm also mortified of I dunno, a lot of things actually. I don't have a lot of reach which right now is good because not many people will see me in this pathetic state of mind I guess I just gotta do what I think is best and hope it goes well
Posted by Edlus - July 9th, 2020
I just finished my first NG collab but the happiness i should have felt is drastically overshadowed by the fucking sad discovery i made, i used to be part of a group of friends for 10+years, we were the best of friends and they were always great fun to be with, but i just discovered that my almost all my childhood friends have very, VERY, racist views, i feel real fucking sad now,we are not even white, we're all latino, i loved them all like brothers honestly, and dont really know how to feel, i guess just disappointed is how to best describe it